Life- It takes a full lifetime to understand what it is and still we never seem to understand it to its fullest!! People say life is a full length cinema, some say it is a journey and others take it as a path to move on. Whatever name we call it, there is a famous line in hindi which according to me aptly describes life, " Chalti ka naam zindagi!!".
With all tides and ebbs occuring in life, it still moves on. People come, create memories and suddenly disappear. But yes life moves on!!!
You guys must be thinking why I am sounding so depressed and why I am so unhappy with life. Yes, I do hold grievances against life for what it has done to me. Life has been very brutal and unfair to me. It took away from me one of my most precious thing forever, my priced possession,- my KAKU.
My today's article is a tribute to my Kaku, who was not only my uncle but a father figure to me, who loved me as dearly as my Papa and who always stood by me as my father does. Even today it seems like a nightmare to me; we all were leading normal lives, suddenly a cyclone came, took away my Kaku and disrupted the lives of each one of us. I still remember the day- 30th May, 2019- afternoon 3.30pm- when my Kaku called me and we chatted and gossiped on all odd topics as we always did. And then the next day turned out to be a brutal, fatal day. My Kaku got admitted in hospital and was suggested Bypass surgery. I still remember meeting him on 31st May, in hospital and being extremely happy on seeing me. His million dollar smile and the shine in his eyes. Things seemed normal and calm. But it was the peace which comes before storm. Little did I know what was held in fate and then on Sunday when everything seemed fine, he left us for heavenly abode.
I still cant come to terms to what has happened and I feel as though it is a nightmare which will end soon. But as they say, " Life goes by with the blink of an eye!!" Today 1.5 months have passed but it seems as though life is twisting in a roller coaster ride and time has set itself back 1.5 months. People have moved on with time but I feel I am unable to move on. Every night the flashes of hospital nightmares haunt me. I still can't believe and accept what has happened. My Kaku left me with the blink of an eye but I am still not able to move on, holding back to 1.5 months. I know I need to accept his absence but still can't.
Wish I also can move on soon..
Loads of love,
Megha
With all tides and ebbs occuring in life, it still moves on. People come, create memories and suddenly disappear. But yes life moves on!!!
You guys must be thinking why I am sounding so depressed and why I am so unhappy with life. Yes, I do hold grievances against life for what it has done to me. Life has been very brutal and unfair to me. It took away from me one of my most precious thing forever, my priced possession,- my KAKU.
My today's article is a tribute to my Kaku, who was not only my uncle but a father figure to me, who loved me as dearly as my Papa and who always stood by me as my father does. Even today it seems like a nightmare to me; we all were leading normal lives, suddenly a cyclone came, took away my Kaku and disrupted the lives of each one of us. I still remember the day- 30th May, 2019- afternoon 3.30pm- when my Kaku called me and we chatted and gossiped on all odd topics as we always did. And then the next day turned out to be a brutal, fatal day. My Kaku got admitted in hospital and was suggested Bypass surgery. I still remember meeting him on 31st May, in hospital and being extremely happy on seeing me. His million dollar smile and the shine in his eyes. Things seemed normal and calm. But it was the peace which comes before storm. Little did I know what was held in fate and then on Sunday when everything seemed fine, he left us for heavenly abode.
I still cant come to terms to what has happened and I feel as though it is a nightmare which will end soon. But as they say, " Life goes by with the blink of an eye!!" Today 1.5 months have passed but it seems as though life is twisting in a roller coaster ride and time has set itself back 1.5 months. People have moved on with time but I feel I am unable to move on. Every night the flashes of hospital nightmares haunt me. I still can't believe and accept what has happened. My Kaku left me with the blink of an eye but I am still not able to move on, holding back to 1.5 months. I know I need to accept his absence but still can't.
Wish I also can move on soon..
Loads of love,
Megha
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